Nothing!

     Nothing, life's never perfect. Yeah, it's my life. My first pain is something very terrible that happened to me and I think I can't tell you all, it makes me feeling desperate as once as I remember about it! Second pain is when I was at junior high school. I was fallin in love with someone who didn't love me back and it feels so hurt... Then I got a boy, and I love him so much (maybe til this time). But I dunno why, I think he doesn't love me, like he just see another side on me and I dunno what it was. Bad, yeah.. Now, I'm feeling dilemma with my heart, I just fell in love with a boy, but he doesn't respon it too much. I dunno, is he love me or just his face that actually looks so friendly, but I think... NO! At first he always give me smiles and I didn't think it too much, but now? I LOVE HIM! And please guess what he did to me? He ignores me, but we still give smile each other :'( He doesn't see.. He doesn't understand, and maybe never understand about my feelings for him :'( God, I never ask too much, but why You never make me smile? Why God?? :'(